Oh Boy...Life sometimes really tests you to the core, and while during these hard moments we can lose all hope, faith, sense of time and space...there's that voice inside that keeps nagging day after day " GO ON ...YOU CAN DO IT..1 STEP AT A TIME"...
I went to Hell and back, or so I thought...my life shifted a 180 degrees over a couple of months, but today when I look back at those hard times - although still fresh and recent- I can proudly say I'm STRONG, and nothing and no one can hold me back or bring me down any more...
Once you get stabbed by those who were the closest to you and they just don't stab and leave you to bleed, they keep twisting the knife over and over until you feel the pain any more.
Narcissists are like leaches, they suck the life out of you and leave you there, motionless, senseless, hopeless... or so they think...they steal the joy of life, the happiness and just replace it with fear and doubts and bitterness.
Today, I'm a happier person, enjoying the simple things in life, putting my effort on ME, on my work, and for true friends, friends whom I consider my family.
I was lucky enough to have good people supporting me in my tough times, people who took the time to be there for me when I needed them, people who till today are behind me at 100%. and I'm forever grateful...
I've leaned my lesson the hard way...and today I know: not everyone deserves "the benefit of the doubt"and that you should trust your gut feeling 100% of the times...twisted minds just need to be left behind, no remorse, no what ifs and what about??..
June 18 will be a big day for me, so I'm so looking forward to that day to finally close the door to the past forever...I'm not going to look back..I'm not going to feel sad...I'm just going to look forward and celebrate my life.
1 year from today ,,,
