For the first time in weeks I felt sad today, It's my first Ramadan alone, since years...I felt the tears rushing down my cheeks, quickly wiped them of and whispered to myself " next year you won't be alone".
I know, these were just emotions taking over me..they say old habits die hard..and when you got used to a certain routine in your life, sometimes it takes more than hard work to break the habits.
Yes, my first Ramadan alone in 7 years, and it will be followed by my first Eid Al Fitr alone and so on...am I getting mad over this?? NOPE! I'm just reflecting on fact.
It's been a long and sometimes hard journey...there were days where I didn't have the power or the energy to even brush my teeth..go to work do regular stuff...I believe that today I'm in a much much better and healthier place..I thrive in my new situation and to be honest I like it.
Ramadan Kareem to all of you,
Ramadan Kareem and may Allah bless you all.
I know, these were just emotions taking over me..they say old habits die hard..and when you got used to a certain routine in your life, sometimes it takes more than hard work to break the habits.
Yes, my first Ramadan alone in 7 years, and it will be followed by my first Eid Al Fitr alone and so on...am I getting mad over this?? NOPE! I'm just reflecting on fact.
It's been a long and sometimes hard journey...there were days where I didn't have the power or the energy to even brush my teeth..go to work do regular stuff...I believe that today I'm in a much much better and healthier place..I thrive in my new situation and to be honest I like it.
Ramadan Kareem to all of you,
Ramadan Kareem and may Allah bless you all.
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