I know, the journey to recovery...self healing...takes a lot of strength, patience, effort and especially courage...and although I give my 100% I find myself obsessing over things.
The last 2 days, I was obsessing about the apartment I want to rent, nothing vacant yet, I'm really getting to an unhealthy place, to a point that it's making me in a bad mood...I called my mom venting to her about the apartment, my friends...
I caught myself obsessing about it today at least every other 30 minutes...that's not normal...my Boss told me you are very impatient...it will come in time...just wait...I found myself answering..I want it now...I just need that apartment to be able to start working on myself and finding my peace of mind, and he let out this phrase" don't you see that you are already working on yourself and that you are not the old YOU..a much BETTER YOU"
I went back to my desk, searched for a positive affirmations video, put my head set on and listened to that video for an hour while I was putting the finishing touches to the project I was working on...I felt good...I stopped thinking about that apartment..(well now I'm thinking about again :) ).
So tonight before sleeping, I will pray to God, and I will use my imagination and my thoughts to manifest my beautiful apartment, i will see myself living in it...
The last 2 days, I was obsessing about the apartment I want to rent, nothing vacant yet, I'm really getting to an unhealthy place, to a point that it's making me in a bad mood...I called my mom venting to her about the apartment, my friends...
I caught myself obsessing about it today at least every other 30 minutes...that's not normal...my Boss told me you are very impatient...it will come in time...just wait...I found myself answering..I want it now...I just need that apartment to be able to start working on myself and finding my peace of mind, and he let out this phrase" don't you see that you are already working on yourself and that you are not the old YOU..a much BETTER YOU"
I went back to my desk, searched for a positive affirmations video, put my head set on and listened to that video for an hour while I was putting the finishing touches to the project I was working on...I felt good...I stopped thinking about that apartment..(well now I'm thinking about again :) ).
So tonight before sleeping, I will pray to God, and I will use my imagination and my thoughts to manifest my beautiful apartment, i will see myself living in it...
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